Me and Pink. Best of friends

The Trial (Pink Floyd's The Wall)

Crazy,
Toys in the attic I am crazy,
Truly gone fishing.
They must have taken my marbles away.
Crazy, toys in the attic he is crazy.

Beauty and the Beast:

LeFou, I'm afraid I've been thinking
A dangerous pastime
I know
But that whacky old coot is Belle's father
and his sanity's only "so-so"
Now the wheels in my head have been turning
Since I looked at that loony, old man


ok, so maybe my sanity is only so-so but I am still lucid enough to type so why not watch a spectacular meltdown...

Sorry, it won't be spectacular. No fireworks or raving lunatic. I'll just wimper and whine and run away with my tail between my legs leaving a trail of piddle as I go.

Not gonn'a happen. I've talked about the roller-coaster from hell that I am on. Three days ago I had my arms in the air screaming like a pre-teen at a Hannah Montanna show. Last night I hit the bottom...time to climb. So this is the boring part.

But when you hit the bottom, you stomach feels all funny and you wanna puke.

That pretty much describes today so the doc called me in and put me on some Effexor XR. I am hoping this is just a cushion from the high dose of Prozac I was on. Let's hope.

The other diagnosis is AD/HD like I said before so what will those meds (if any...you can bet there will be meds. It's the Army) do to me?

Anyone out there over the age of say compulsory school on anything for this? Most of it sounds like amphetamines.

Aren't those bad? Was I self-medicating with meth all those years ago?

TMI

Well, isn't that what my blog's all about? So you don't have to laugh with me. You can laugh and point at me!

Seriously, this is where I dump my trash. Some days the rubbish bin (English term Yanks) has more crap than others. So don't worry, I'll find a happy cocktail of chemicals until I can go free-ballin'....I mean, chemically independent.

Ahh, we all have our addictions. Here in the Northwest, you can't go a block without finding three coffee stands, two where the Baristas are wearing bikinis (sounds cool but when it's a hairy chested guy it isn't what you think). I have my soda addiction. Smoking, whatever you're burning, is up to you.

Well, enough venting. let me finish watching Robots and take my Haledol....JUST KIDDING! But I am watching Robots.